I've lost a lot this past year. My father, the things I loved, friends gone to marriage, my mom's sanity, friends who abandoned me. Every now and then a song comes along and speaks to the soul. Well, I found a song that enunciates the notes and lyrics that are screaming from one's heart. That song is Puddle of Mudd's Blurry.
The part in particular that describes how I feel goes:
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
I feel that this is what God is doing to me. Can you take it all away, God? Can you strip me of everything that I care for and then shove it in my face mockingly? Do you want to strip me of everything until I have nothing and then take everything that you've raped from me invert it against me?
My soul has been crying for a while now. So I sit at home now repeating to listen to this song as a catharsis for my past year.
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