Keith Watanabe * NET 2.0

I was personally devastated by the death of Sensational Sherri. I wanted to write something about her as she was one of my personal favorites (I had a bit of a crush on her as a teenager and still reminisce fondly over her). However, the murder-suicide of Chris Benoit....there are no words for this. I feel truly empty. This occurring after a horrible week start. Dead at the age of 40. It reminds of that Judas Priest song "Heroes End." There's a line that says, "So you had to die to be a hero." Why? But the song is so true. I really start to believe the album Stained Class speaks more than in metaphors but the truth. I feel things are just so wretched as if God once again is taking away things from me. Everything that I hold precious is being taken away from me. Fuck you god! I hate you! Leave me alone! Leave what I care about alone! Unless you start doing things for me, fuck off!