after seeing one of my Moes, i thought my luck was turning up a notch. guess again. my hard drive died and i almost lost my camera (fortunately, i found it on my desk). i was planning to have dinner with a friend but that got cancelled so i ended up eating a load at the old McD's. ugh. felt depressed and hateful. tonight, i tried calling my friend again but no reply. geeze. i hate getting the run around. on top of that, few people have been replying to my emails. been lonely recently. watched a ton of Beavis and Butthead on youtube. best thing though was finding Max's Ginga No Chikai there. I love Reina. I want her badly. if people continue fucking me over, i will only settle for her. i don't care what other people think of me. fuck you all. may your intestines catch on fire, your lungs be filled with dog feces, your toes ridden with in grown toenails, and other methods of agony. i think this was a clear message to me that my only destiny is not some half assed answer. the answer has been and always will be Reina. hit shinjuku tonight in attempt to persuade myself again that i have a life. no money though. walking around kabukicho at night is like window shopping for a girl in Ginza. only usefulness coming out of tonight was getting some cruddy sushi at the kaiten place just before kabukicho. one piece of salmon nearly created a new nostril for me from the misbegotten wasabi. btw for that little poser girl who created some shitty movie called "I am Niponjin" or whatever fucked up title: fuck you bitch! i hope the next time you fly over the pacific, the engine fails and you land in Mt Fuji. you are not, nor will you EVER top my "My Cousin From LA" story! i should sue your ass for plagerism skank!
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