i'm so numb with depression right now. it's awful. i don't feel like eating or doing much. everything keeps going wrong, no matter what i do. maybe i'm listening to too much judas priest again. today, we tried to get through this one technology, but the enterprise architect shot it down. another effort gone to waste. there was a Dilbert that both described exactly how i felt at the end of today as well as seemingly mocked my life. later on, i got a note in my mail box that seemed to talk about the loudness of the stereo. after i got in, some little robot rang me up. i think this guy came on the weekend as well and that he's from the office. what a fucker. probably the asshole below has been complaining. i should take a shit and leave it on the person's front door step. but i'm so sick of this shit. i'm so tired and pissed off at everything here. i just give up on everything. there really is no point. i get so little support from people, everyone just wants to act as my manager but no one actually DOES anything for me. all i want to do is just be mindless and sleep.
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