Keith Watanabe * NET 2.0

so Moe/Hermes didn't turn out to be Hermes/Moe after all. funny thing is that i didn't cry. i hardly felt sorry for myself either. i think i'm so emotionally detached that i no longer feel sorrow. this is a good thing though. i don't want to feel sorrow anymore in my life. sorry is just regret disguised as emotional depression. like regret, sorrow just wastes one's time bemoaning their past. the only useful emotions are anger and excitement. people think that anger is a bad thing that to be angry is something horrible. anger is something that can be used constructively. it drives one who is focused beyond things they normally would not do. it removes the policeman inside of one's head and makes them work because they no longer worry about emotions such as guilt. i'm glad i didn't feel sorrow this time. i think i'm progressing towards completely eliminating that emotion from me. i don't want sorrow in my life any longer. i don't want to be weak.