Keith Watanabe * NET 2.0

Now and then, I've been receiving horrible dreams about my dad. Sometimes I dream that he gets to leave the nursing home and he's okay. Tonight I dream that I was at a dormitory party, like in a spot from college, yet the party was like that Com Inn place in Japan for language exchange, and all the people there were Japanese. There was a Korean girl that I don't remember whose name it was that I liked. Then I saw my poor father lying in a bed while everyone danced around him. I approached him in the bed and most of the people disappeared. I saw him lying, still paralyzed, without much hope. I began hugging him and telling him how bad I felt and how much I missed him. He could only utter sounds and I feel him weeping. Then I woke up. Afterwards, I told God that I wanted to challenge him. I wanted to beat the fucker up. I wanted to have him and slam my fist into his fucking face until there wasn't anything left. Then I uttered a prayer. If it was true that Nostradamus wanted us all dead in his vision on 5/5/2005 because of a massive realignment in the planets in the solar system, let it happen. Wipe everyone out here and start anew. People here don't deserve to live. That's my conclusion. If I were Jesus Christ reborn to take on the 4 Horsemen of the Apocalypse, I know exactly who I'd save. And there aren't that many people on my list. All you greedy fuckers out there trying to hurt my friends, my family and myself, just know that I know whom you are and if I had my spaceship to save everyone, we're gonna have PPV watching you guys die a painful, horrible death.