Keith Watanabe * NET 2.0

I never realized just how rewarding an experience college was. Perhaps, I was just too ignorant (in more ways than one). In my haste to get out into the "real" world, I left feeling a bit bitter. However, right after graduating, I grew into a deep depression and fell into a state of paralysis, where I just couldn't do anything. Part of the problem was that I didn't know what to do. Part of the problem was that I couldn't control what I wanted to do. I find myself no different than now. However, I think I would just focus more on my intellectual aspects and writing if I were to return. Having the time to fulfill my curiousity about the world seemed easier in college. These days I hardly have time to think (which is why I adapted my blog). Still I miss the safety of being in a university, isolated from the problems of the real world and concerned with just the importance of my own life.